It's funny how life can flip 180 degrees in a matter of days. Honestly, looking at the things that lead us to where we are right now, no one can predict this can happen.
I've been looking at emails, messages and even events a week before, and no one can say this was to happen. Honestly I do not believe that there's someone else, because my instinct says so. And as much as I know you, you'll never fall in love with someone that easy. Although, I'll give you the credit of setting me free, because I know you have your reasons. Whatever the truth is, I hope I'll figure it out in the future... It's easier to understand things when you know what happened. I also am aware that whatever your reason was, it was something very important that I shouldn't stand in your way.
I've been praying so hard since that day we decided to break up, I know only God knows what's in your heart. I just need to trust Him now, because I don't know what's happening. I know that in my heart you'll always have a place...but I won't put my hopes high because I don't know if you'd be back. But if you do, and if God allows a second chance for us, I know we've got so much catching up to do... better yet, start new. It wasn't easy for both of us. So when that time comes I'm sure we both need to learn from our mistakes and forget the past... just move forward.
Funny that when I watched "One More Chance" of Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz I never imagined this to be a part of my life. It was even funnier finding myself saying the exact lines "Sana ako nalang... Ako nalang ulit.." and "you had me at my best and yet you chose to break my heart." and yes, it was indeed something i never imagined. I just wish you well, hoping I'd see you somewhere in the future. And if that one more chance would come, I know I have to be ready for it. I'm sure when that time comes my heart will be ready for you. :) Until then, I'll just look up at God. :)
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