Maybe by this time you're happy with someone else, feeling like the first times you were together with her...
I remember the time your story started, which I think is the exact same thing that is happening right now. The only difference is that you got rid of the annoying ex girlfriend and the girl fling you had before, exchanging them to that one girl who believed you inside out and trusted you with all her heart. Now every event has gone upside down, that one girl in exchange of someone new.
Maybe it was meant to be. That this one girl who loved you for so long needs to get hurt because it was the only way she could outgrow you? That after all that has happened it was the only way she can see her worth? That the moments you had together was not enough for her because all the while she felt as if she was the second instead of the first? That eventhough how much love you give her you weren't giving her the best you can ever be? That you remained as the man who can't be moved because you were afraid to overcome your insecurities? That you were scared that she'd leave you first because you felt like you were not enough for her and that you did not feel like you belong to her? That all those time the only thing she ever wanted was your heart and nothing more?
Maybe after all that has happened you are now with that new girl, happy as of the moment, not caring of any bad thought... because that's who you are. Too afraid to face the ugly truth that you can't stay with someone because you are too afraid to see yourself reflected through her. Maybe this time she's finally moving on, no commitments and no worries, because she knows she did her best when she was with you. She may be thinking you were the best failure in her life, hoping that someday God's best will come and just hold her hand even through the darkest of times. She may be having a hard time getting used to where she is now, but definitely stronger than when you left her, wiser than when you met her, and braver than when you were with her.
Or maybe all she ever wanted was to see you happy? That after all that has happened all she ever wished for was for you to learn more than what she learned? But I guess you'll never learn unless you overcome your own issues, unless you win your own battles for yourself... Because when you were fighting your battles, she was always there keeping your shield up. Maybe right now she's hoping that whoever was the reason of stealing your heart from her she was worth her pains, that if she looks back at you she wouldn't regret not fighting for you when you told her to stop loving you.
Though how many maybes are stated, there's only one thing that is certain. That amidst all those maybe one must keep moving forward. One must not stop loving and caring because the other brought pain to her life. One must keep on hoping for the best even through the worst of time. One must keep on going for what he feels and wish the best for the other. The only thing you need to be sure when you face those maybes is that are you willing to risk it all? Are you sure that you'd go through everything and the consequences without regretting anything? Nothing is sure in this world except God. Nothing is true in this world except His blessings. And nothing is permanent except change. So think hard... maybe is just a word, not an answer.
