Why do people wonder and worry so much when you're single...
As if you'll be single forever.
I didn't make this choice alone, I just had to let my heart go and ask for a new one from God.
In all honesty I don't know if you heard my heart cry,
Because I was fighting myself not to cry in front of you
Though my heart was screaming out your name, I just stayed there listening to your every word
Trying hard not to let you feel
That the last kisses would be something I wish would never have ended
That the time we had inside that last taxi we shared would last
That the last glance you gave me would have changed your mind
Well now after a few months I guess it finally is over
My heart does not long for you anymore
My eyes haven't cried for months already
My brain has changed it's habit of thinking of you when I sleep and when I wake up
That all I really wanted before was to hang in there and wait
But you said I shouldn't wait
That I should find someone else
Because though you have my heart, you didn't want it anymore
I looked at the heavens, asked for help and believed in miracles
God reminded me of my friends
That eventhough they made me feel I was alone at some point
They were there to keep me company
I asked for distraction to make me happy, because all I ever did was to wonder why
And God gave me too much to do
Which made me realize one thing,
I'm never alone in this fight, I just had to surrender it all to God and let Him handle things that I can't
I'm not afraid where this new road would lead me,
Or what this new heart be like.
But one thing is for sure...
The next tear I will be crying would be tearsof joy,
An overflow of God's goodness and love
